Like I wrote you before, sometimes you need a change of thought. A different way. At this point, you're still figuring out what your way is going to be. Eventually though, nothing new will come from this way. Learning will slow, stagnate, and might actually go backwards. Take all you can from the experiences you have, the things you read, the conversations you make. And when you feel yourself start to stagnate, change it.
You might not know where you are or exactly where you're going, but you'll eventually get there. Keep searching and learning. Once you get there, it'll all be worth it.